No life

2008-01-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

hiaz... just now went to friends' blogs n friendster...
i suddenly feel tat i miss them alot...
i missed the fun we had together...
but it all passed...
the time doesnt rewind...
ppl say ask them out again.. =0
but... i think...
everyone have changed...
we r nt wad we r...
when in primary sch
and
secondary sch....
4 yrs le....
alot things changed...
now onli memories...
waiting for the time to fade it away...
and soon nth would be left over le =((
how sad...
well... it's getting late le..
i end here ba...
gd nite everyone =)

2008-01-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

hey!
long time nv update my blog le >.< hmmm show ur some lame pic.
lame huh! =))
maplers... stop mapling ^^
look at the pic... Hahas....
must study hard too... jiayous =))

2007-10-25T09:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a bad day....
i totally flang my chem paper3...
the most part of section A, i didnt noe how to do... :(
last night went drinking with my mom and dad...
haha...
it was the first time that i felt the beer actually tasted great...
drank quite a bit... and went home sleep...
finally one peaceful slp with sweet dreams... haha...
haha...
i wonder would be the same as yesterday... after tml?

2007-10-23T13:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm!!!
tml! chemistry?!!!
omg!!!
again exam??
so tired...
zzzz!!!
still a long month before my o level ends...
and then... i can...
HAHA!!! PLAY COMPUTER LIKE CRAZY!!!!
YAY!!!
but for now.... :(
must really study very hard... to have no regrets....
last night i quarrelled with dar for nth important...
just want someone to talk to... but....
he is just too BUSY!!!
lol... anyway....
everyone's life is kind of different from each other...
no one is the same....
haiz... so bored...
i am like so lazy to study now... :(
worried too much for tml's exams....
haiz....................
there is nth i can do le....
onli face those 'fantasic' exams to be over soon ba...
today... just very irritated!!! no reason.. -.-
hmm... stop here ba...

2007-10-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm... today morning...
whole family went for breakfast in the market happily...
then we met some 'ALIENS'!!
oh... haha...
i mean... those ppl who understand wad i say -.-
i told them there is 2 more ppl sittiing there...
they assume that mi + one more ppl = 2!!!
actually is 3 -.-
later... one more alien came...
this one worst... didnt ask if he can sit...
and he sat down like nobody's bussiness...
i kind of pissed off... because he assumes that...
onli 2 ppl are using this table!!!!
zzz!!!
y my house there de market got so many "ALIENS"?????

2007-10-18T17:15:00.001+08:00

wa... today after pratical... so tired..
the question that i dun want to see appeared!!!
OMG!!!! it was so the....!!!!
i think i going to fail... :(
zzzz!!!
wat is the salt Q?
y so difficult de???
oh damn!!!
god!!!
wad would happen if i fail my practical?
omg... scared to imagine -.-
zzz!!!!!!!!!!
wad de heck....
anyway...
there is always a chance for mi to work on my theroy...
i hope it helps... hahax...
just hope they would give pity marks...
hahax... enjoy my life 6 days...
and!!!
another sci paper coming... -.-
sianz.... le......!!!!
and worst!!!
guess wad?
during pratical...
my calculator SPOILT!!!!
WAD THE HELL!!!
but...
thank god...
not during maths paper... haha...

2007-10-17T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...
i wonder who put that link on my blog.. -.-
i am under age to see it sia..
haiz... long time nv blog le...
tml pratical exam... -.-
so stress!!!!
oh god! who can help mi....
zzz! my sickness still love mi alot... -.-
still lazy to leave... hahax...
my medicine still taste nice though... a bit sour...
haha...

2007-10-11T11:29:00.000+08:00

haiz....
wad is wrong wif the world!?
y all the vitims get more hurt than those villians?!
i hope all those villians die soon!!
y got ppl so bo liao!!
still got some dump helpers when they were in the wrong?
the helper says... cause see got trouble makers so bring peace?
wad an unfair world?
i dun think 'she' deserve to live!!!
such an ass!
sry for the scolding but i really cant stand 'her'..
anyone just imagine!
if ur closest best friends backstab u!
and brought ur friends along...
wad would u do?
not once but twice!
tell mi?
wad is the lightest punishment should i give to that person
as a present?
no justice in the world!
mayb just my 'luck' to meet such a 'fantastic' friend!!!!
pissed off!!!

2007-10-10T14:32:00.000+08:00

haha.. wad a boring day!
2 days ago i help dar dar put the blogpatrol thing...
my blog onli got 14 while his one..
one day got 15 sia... so fast!
i bet todays going to be 30 le...
haha!
i wonder when would my sickness go away!!
annoying!
to sickness: if u could hear mi plead!
PLZ LEAVE MI ALONE!
I DONT NEED U IN MY BODY!
I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU LE!
SO!
PLZ GO AWAY!!!
I WILL THANK YOU LOTS!!!

2007-10-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

[ My Class Photo In WSS]
(it may be the last photo taken in school le)
I WILL MISS U GUYS..
I WILL REMEMBER ALL OF U!
KINDA OF SAD NOW! SOBX!
BYE GUYS!

2007-10-09T19:17:00.000+08:00

haiz... i am feeling a bit better le...
thx for ur concern dar :)
but now having fever. -.-
today is such a boring day....
nth better to do...
no one talk to mi...
all too busy or slping...
so loney...
zzz... my oucers still haven cure yet!!!
so irritating!!! cant eat tibits!!!!

2007-10-08T08:10:00.000+08:00

hiyo!!!
wad happened???
i thought the teacher say...
today have intensive lessons??
how come the other teachers dunno???
walou!!! kena tricked by my teachers.... zzzz!!!
how could they???
now i ended up in the sch library!!!
and very sick sia...
nth to do!!!
dunno who say got lessons de....
teachers cannot be trusted sia...
just now at the gate....
the security guard thought that i am late for sch...
wad de.... haiz... now very pissed off!

2007-10-07T10:12:00.000+08:00

haha... this few days i very sick...
not posting till i get well...
haha....

2007-10-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today.. graduation assembly...
very memorable...
haha... i ate my recess in 2 mins...
cause one of my friends say the break till 11.00..
so i bought my food... just b4 i wan eat... one of the teacher say...
nid go up to the hall now...
and i just swallow all the sound n noodles down in 2 mins... -.-
still got some have finish... but no time le...
hiyo! the first so fast recess... u wont forget that!!!
althought i hate my sch alot when i came in.... really HATE it....
now need to leave le... very dun feel like going.... so sad...
sobx sobx...
i will miss everyone... no matter good or bad...
haha...

2007-10-04T10:51:00.000+08:00

haha... now in sch library slacking agian...
wa... today class attendence so good 16 ppl..
tml... graduation assembly...
haha... last day of this sch time...
but actually... still can come back to sch 4 intensive lessons...
haha... sure alot ppl nv come de...
today is very boring... so tired...
forgot wad to write le... -.-

hehe... today in class i attended a malay lesson by adam...
haha... could not inderstand a single word that he is saying.. -.-
should learn to listen to that language some other time... haha...

2007-10-03T10:40:00.000+08:00

haiz... today... history sbq went sch copy...
haha.. i couldnt answer any question mr subra asked...
haiz... alot of sweat!!!
stress!!!
omg... tio stun dunno wad to say...
finally the torturing two periods are finally over...
haha...

2007-10-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

haha... today overslpt...
nv go sch... at home enjoy life...
haiz... but still nv do history homework -.-
anyway... i hope i dun overslpt tml...
actually... is last night i cant slp...
dunno why...
today go see doctor...
doctor say i got you yu zhen -.-
too much stress.....
haiz... wad to do???

2007-10-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

wa... today dunno wad happened sia...
i got flu, fever, cough...
haiz... y i suddenly become so weak???

2007-10-01T10:51:00.000+08:00

haha... yesterday i finally told my mom abt my results...
she didnt scold mi as i thought...
now i free to guilt and also not that emo le...
so happy :)

2007-09-30T10:47:00.000+08:00

haha.. one long night has passed...
finally the sun rises again...
a new has began...
i must not give up!!
must have courage to face the problems that are coming towards mi :)
all these thx to my friends & dar who encouraged mi...
i think it through le...
sry for upseting ur the last few days...

2007-09-29T20:45:00.001+08:00

i noe everyone will be thinking... wad sia???
why is she complaining everyday...
so fan -.-
lol....
some ppl also say my life so boring...
to mi, my blog is 4 mi to complaint de..
not like others...
not everyday got posts...
haha...
when they happy then post de....
when this yr started... i was getting sadder and sadder...
as each days passed...
my friends around mi... like my beat friend.. say... she write yi shu le...
dunno when she wan go commit suicide -.-
haiz... alot ppl all xiang bu kai sia...
haha... all same as mi...
but different things...
i think mine more serious...
haha....
see la... now talking rubbish le...

2007-09-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

so emo now.... :(
finally can post le... after waiting for 1 whole day -.-
haiz... today so guilty..
cause i nv tell my mom my stoopid prelim results...
haiz.. dunno how to tell her... -.-
i scared she sad...
also sad she scold mi...
then i become more depressed...
then cant study le...
so emo... cant control myself from not crying...
dunno wad i do then can solve this problem!!!
help... i dunno wad to do le...
no motivation to study le...
today mi n kai lin went home from lan...
then she say she as stupid as that bee in the bus.. -.-
because...
that bee noe how to fly in the bus dunno how to fly out -.-
so stoopid...
i tried to help myself in my studies + my friends council mi...
cause i wanted to kill myself... -.-
dunno when then i will xiang de kai... -.-
i dunno how to solve problems except die -.-
emo... emo...
dunno y these few days i all very depressed...
those who cared for mi all very worried...
i am so sry....
but cant be helped!!!
wad can i do???!!!
can anyone answer mi???

2007-09-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

All my fault... that u become like this....
well... maybe... we shouldnt like each other
or
patch back....
caused u so much unhappiness...
sry.. :(
i didnt konw it will turn out that way....
It is a big mistake...
mayb... i should let u to go after the girl u like ba...
haha....
this way...
ur two will be more happy...
i am like a light bulb...
standing in between ur....
i am sry....
sadness...
wad should i do???
u nid doctor to cure ur broken heart...
then i would need a doctor to forget my feelings...
haiz... u got so mani ppl care for u...
ur mei, yubin,eve, and friends...
while i onli got my mom....
u always say... i everything also my mom...
but is because... u dun really have time for mi....
u will onli need mi when u sad...
when u happy.... u will forget abt mi....
my friends contains alot of backstabbers...
because of this 'clever' sch produce de ppl...
so suay...
and i finally got chance to leave this sch....
i promise i wont come back le!!!
i hate this sch so much!!!
hate 99% of the ppl there...
aiya... now very emo and angry!!!
i really need a doctor!!!!
Help!!! someone is dying!!!
need lots of blood!!!
lol! who would donate to mi???!!

2007-09-28T13:42:00.000+08:00

haiz... wad wrong wif everyone today???
my class... guys all sot sot de... break a metal table de legs.... all bent straight...-.-
haiz... during eng banding.. they put it at the door... those ppl open the door...
all kena hit by the metal... haha....
this morning i went sch... on the way... i saw alot of shit -.-
so suay... haha...
aiya... dunno wad to write le....emo...

2007-09-28T11:33:00.000+08:00

Haiz... today.. not such a long day as i thought :)
haha... actually... without friends... i still can survive...
to day my class bad sia... onli 13 ppl attended class...
so quiet.... haiz...today because someone promised ms tan...
that she would come sch today...
but she didnt.. as she say today should would stay back for extra lessons...
then didnt appear....
then ms tan...
half the period... spent nagging...
haha.. like scolding like that....
so loud =.=
haiz.... dunno wad to write le...
not so emo today... haha...

Guilt

2007-09-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

haiz... today i also did something wrong...
guess wad?
because my prelim results very bad...
i started avoiding my mom... -.-
she especially cook lunch 4 mi ...
cause i say i wan come home eat..
but in the end....
i went to slp... instead of eating lunch...
onli when she went out..
then i wake up...
actually... i just pretending to be slping...
now feel so guilty... emo....
dunno wad to do!!!
help!!! god!!! wad should i do?
tell her?
or
hide as long as possible from her till she finds out??
haiz... either way... i also die -.-
Emo.... Emo.... Emo....

2007-09-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

Haiz... so sad... at night le....
so mani things happened today...
my prelim results suks...
tml all my friends all nv go sch..
so lonely tml...
haiz... tml will be a longer day than today -.-
wad should i do tml????
zzz... omg... my o level coming le... left 24days..
time so short... must go bao for jiao le....
hehe... now so emo... no one talk to mi...
even my dear also having so much trouble...
i am so usless... cant even help him solve...
where got so useless the stead on this earth de!!!!
haiz... maybe stop here le... tooo emo to write on le -.-

boring sch day...

2007-09-27T11:39:00.000+08:00

Haiz... my sch com finally working le.. -.-"
haha.. this my first post...
haiz... suddenly dunno wad to write le...
today in sch is such a long day...
nv attend my chinese lessons.. haha
came to the library doing blog... just started...
so very noob at it... haha..
End here ba...

2007-09-26T20:19:00.001+08:00

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